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pimpin' with pimpzilla.
whahahahahaha
okay, somehow my font went back to normal after switching to mozilla. weird. maybe there's some problem with my ie.
anyway.
picturesssss :
wore one of the tops which i never wore before, duno why i have like tops and tops which ive never worn, or like only once or twice, i need to buy school clothes and denim capris too. and i really really need a proper wallet. sobbs.
okay, what's with the awkward pose here. and dowell appeared out of nowhere with this funny balloon outside zouk and dear valerie seems to like it a whole lot haha.
another recent pic, grace says its the best out the worst, can u imagine this is considered the best pic out of a whole bunch of weird ugly pics with faces in spasm. hahaha.
im in great need of a HAIRCUT, and i need to trim my BROWS.
and guess what? i discovered a small trail of hair on my arm which i somehow missed while shaving. i dont like hair. anywhere.
AYEEEEEEEE im so so sooo bored....
and i lost my new earrings!! dunno where the hell i left them. sighh.
i dont know whats up with the font and stuff, maybe its just my laptop, tell me ppl, if its super big or anything, cuz i suspect its just on my side.
yeap.
i miss a lot of people.
and im super cold now, i duno why, been super cold the whole damn day.
changed my stud, forgot to rinse it or anything, fuck hope i dont get infections and stuff, damn gross if it does happen la. pui. nice candy colour now :)
omg, did some shopping at queensway today, super super MAJOR BUDGET thanks to grace!!!!!!! ahhhhh. got some tongue studs, cap, tops, tankini, uh what else, beads! oh, rubber bands blah blah. forgot what else at the mo.
heh heh.
super super cheapppppppppp. :) YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!
okay, went to zouk after that, saw ann for like 5secs when i went down for her haha. boooo. stayed at zouk for quite some time, though i planned to leave early SNORT. went for supper at spize after, my fav!! CHICKEN N CHEESE MURTABAK FWAHHH!!! happyhappy.
and somebody wanted to compete with me see who will get high first, too bad, i didnt lose to u and u fell asleep halfway through supper, its not my fault u did hahaha.
generally a good day today,despite certain stuff, fuck it, not my prob, even though girls say certain things (like if u ask them whether theyre fine they say they are even if theyre not, uh i duno, some of them at least) they dont mean, so i duno.
a bit high, but ive had a pretty fun couple of days so im happy and i dont want to go back to school so im givin myself like a whole month's more hols!! woohoooo!! but of course ill be going back to school dont tell me im bullshitting, i dont bullshit haha.
and u ns boy, dont tell me u duwan to see me cuz u duwan me to see u botak ill fucking smack ur face u cheebye hoho. u message me one more time ill call u and scold u.
im super tired, listening to snow patrol making me emo.
and i know im so random but i cant help it i just say what;s on my mind at the moment i keep forgetting stuff, and me and ann are gona get swarovski charm bracelets and we can have the same, cuz she said its super nice, and we're gona get it for us hohoho.
merry christmas, my bday is coming, we love me i know :) YAY.
and me is gona go eat a little more and sleep cuz me is tired and i need to rinse my mouth cuz i didnt sterilise the dirty stud, like yucks. disgusting. i hope my tongue doesnt rot, it prob wont anyway, bleah.
BYE GOODNIGHT.
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tra lala la la la la lala la.
why the font suddenly so big har??? knnb.
i want picturesssss!!!
me go get cam soon okay.
so sad that mine died, its been with me for 3years, and i didnt even use it much. sighhh.
still remember in another life when i bought it when it was endorsed by ayumi and her pretty nails.
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1. ntu is fucked up. i dont know how many times i have to say this, but it seems that they have managed to piss me off enough, and i dont get angry easily. that's saying a lot. lots of things to mention about their fuckedupness, and i will just name a few.
their admin staff are stupid, and super rude. i asked to be directed to the student office, and they firstly, directed me to the finance office, and secondly, directed me right back to themselves, the main office. ... wtf. and that same woman had the cheek to tell me that i didnt specify who i wanted to speak to. how the fuck should i know the names of every prof and whoever whoever! i already said i want to be directed to the student office right?
they alws manage to screw up my subject registration. dont ask me why pls. i get this every sem. well this yr, i registered for 6 subjects, and when i checked back today cuz jer told me i had to do duno what. guess what? im registered for only 4! fucked up i say! and the worst thing is i already confirmed my damn subjects, so WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY.
ntu is supposed to be some technical school right? why the fuck do they screw up things like these?? supposed to be so strict and precise arent they? halffucks.
why why WHY do things like these alws happen just before school starts? damn troublesome.
2. my laptop is lagging. and this makes matters worse.
3. i want some orange juice, or some apple aloe vera juice. but there's none at home.
there's yummy ben&jerry's chunky munky but im not going to eat it cuz i already devoured half just now and im fat.
4. im not going out till friday (preferably). im going to hibernate. cuz im broke. and people who are broke hibernate at home and smoke ciggies and drink coffee and sleep and watch southpark until they turn stupid or when mummy and daddy decides to take pity on their little precious and agree on another advance. whichever is faster.
5. ntu is fucked up.
byebye.
countdown! 3 more weeks till school starts.
okok, its supposedly 2 more weeks, but minus lect week la okay. knn.
maybe i should just give myself another month of hols since they treated me so bad and stress me out with subject registration.
snort.
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Cheryl, your destiny is to be a Teacher
Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Teacher, you are unusually adept at assessing and maximizing the talent of those around you. As a natural leader who inspires others, people are constantly encouraged by being near you, and your enthusiasm is contagious. With your supportive nature, you typically motivate people to meet their goals and believe anything is possible. These idealistic beliefs are marvelous, but can lead to disappointment and even bad judgment if you aren't careful. You expect the best from people, but they can not always deliver. Remember, in general, that your outgoing, charismatic, reliable ways will take you far in life.
no fucking way.
tickle tests SUCK.
waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
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so this is my blog now.
my bad points:
- im late most of the time with a lot of excuses, even when i try not to be. i DO try to be early, i DO wake up 3 hours before im supposed to meet whoever.
- i try to help people. too much maybe. so much so that they feel that they deserve it, and dont appreciate it.
- i forgive people, but sometimes i dont forget. its not that i dont want to, its just that i cant.
- im still a kid, even though i try to grow up and be mature. well, sorry if you cant take it, fuck off. im still 19 after all.
- whatever else, you can add on yourself. if you think im fake, or im immature, or i dont appreciate certain things, whatever.
BUT
- i love my friends. a lot.
maybe i dont show it in the way you do, but i remember a lot of stuff. blame my ohsovivid memory. i dont give flowers, i dont give birthday presents, i dont call people out. but it doesnt mean i dont love you.
and when i do actually call you out (whoever you may be), it just means i miss you. ok?
- im not fake. to certain people, YES I ADMIT IM FAKE. but who isnt. if i like you, ill help you, give you things, i wont ask you for things, and ill never forget you. thats that. whatever you want me to do, ill do it for you. you want to borrow my stuff, take my things, ask me for favours ill do it no questions asked. and since when have i questioned my friends' motives.
- i am very considerate. too considerate, in fact. if i feel like calling someone out, but i think that they would be busy, i wont (and its not that i dont want to). if you look moody, i wont talk to you (its not that i dont like you or dont feel like talking to you). if i say that i didnt see you, i really DIDNT SEE YOU. why the hell would i pretend i didnt see someone.
so if you think im fake, or that i want something from you, or i just talk to you cuz youre useful to me, fuck off, i dont need you in my life.
why the hell would i even be nice to you if i didnt want to. i wouldnt even be bothered to pick up your call or call you back if i didnt even like you.
maybe you guys dont think i remember stuff cuz i alws forget the superficial stuff, but i do.
i love ann.
i remember you used to carry this purple bag and almost lost it on the train and it travelled all the way to boon lay in sec sch. i remember you used to cut your long john fries. i remember you alws accidentally carry people's books home. i remember you always pulled my socks down cuz its so orhbiang but i was so used to it in pri sch. i remember your hairstyle in sec 1 and 2, so funny. i remember the swimming lessons at queensway. i remember that funny reversible jersey of yours. i remember you topped lit in sec2 once, with mrs seet. i remember you were alws good at math, and was ms smarty pants in sec sch.
i remember lots more stuff, so dont think i dont love you cuz i do.
i love grace.
i remember the first time i saw you, skinny mad woman. i remember how we first started talking. i remember your strawberry pants. i remember there was this time you and all the ypm people waited for me in church for like damn long cuz i was on 196. i remember the bed bugs during st johns and how we were so freaked out. i remember mega pool. i remember you did the cheena thing during some play and everyone was surprised you spoke good chinese. i remember how your hair was like in sec1 and 2. i remember how we used to spend our saturdays and sundays in sec sch. i remember galaxy and cs. i remember just exactly how you were like in sec1 and 2, this noisy little girl who talked to anyone and everyone.
and i love you too.
sob.
i liked sec sch and i liked jc times.
but we're growing up.
whatever.
i AM more mature.
shut up.
i love you people.
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nevermind.
i dont want a dog anymore.
its like fucking 7am and all i can think of is how i dont want a dog anymore.
shopping tmr :)
or later, however u want to see it.
my birthday is cooommminggggg!!!
:)
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay okay, so its like in 1 and a half months.
mummy's birthday first then mine.
snort.
but i dont really care much for birthdays anyway.
hard for me to understand why.
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too many.
i need a new cam. my one died a horrible death :(
and i know I KNOW my nails suck, ill paint them soon okay ccb.
super craving for some mudpie n chips now.
anybody do midnight deliveries?
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i am soooo bored!!!!
i want::
platinium v3i
tops
that polka dotted mphosis top
jeans
dresses
that polka dotted dress
that pink guess bag
ed hardy cap in white, with angels
shades
contact lenses
shoes shoes shoes
flats with bling
that necklace from accessorize.
thats all.
i think.
i wana fucking shop shop SHOP goddamnit.
my parents dont trust me with a tiffany of my own. im so upset.
they said ill kill her and that im just going through a phase.
SNORT.
like i will!!!!
how can i not take good and proper care of this little dear??
say hi to tiffany people.
baby youre gonna be mine after i convince my parents im a responsible little girl.
SO CUTE HOR?!!! WAHLAOZ CANNOT TAKE IT. i know la ive been going on about tiffany BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT NOBODY TRUSTS ME WITH A DAMN DOGGIE :(
im gonna drown her in pink woolly sweaters n some blinggg n a little pair of black boots whooopee.
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i wanted to say this yesterday, but i was too lazy...
zidane is so fucking funny!
i can still see that damn cock look on his face bahahahahahaa.
and materazzi, my dahling, didnt know what hit him. hohoho. no pun intended, btw.
and i still dont know why i find the entire incident so hilarious.
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do you know how sometimes you do things which you never intended to, and say things which you never meant?
i know how that feels.
you know, sometimes we just say things for the sake of saying it, and do things just because. is it to keep people by our side, to get the attention we crave, or maybe just basically to see their reactions. i dont know why this happens, is it some kind of perverse thrill?
like say, this little girl who grows up in a rich family, and then when she reaches 21 she decides to be a prostitute or something. what would she get out of it? is it just the thrill of rebellion, like youre finally doing something which your family would never approve of, or is this just revenge set on the very people who loved her but never gave her enough attention?
or maybe, a guy who plays the field, telling different girls similar stories, and never settling down, just what kind of cheap thrill is that? is he just living a lie? he tells different girls he loves them, but never once meaning it. is it because he doesnt know how to cherish the things he has, or is he intentionally doing this to hurt people?
either way, i think we've all done and said things which we never meant, but yet are unable to take back now.
so why do we say these things in the first place, and why on earth do we use people to our own advantage, and to give us attention?
perverse human nature.
seriously.
ive said things i should never have. ive done things i normally wouldnt have done. ive lead people into believing something which wasnt true in the first place. ive tricked people into doing things for me, just because i didnt want to do them myself.
but im not a bad person..
just dont tell me im a sad sorry manipulative bitch after youve read this.
cuz we've all been there done that.
and this is going to be the last real post for a long time.
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jeremiah is like my saviour in school, i swear.
i love u jerry, lovelovelove!!!!!!!!!!
i think i would have just died in school if not for him, you have helped me so soo soooo much, i would have been so totally lost in year one. :)
YAY.
now im gona be a saviour to others, YES ME!
vanessa peters, i promise i;ll bring u around school, and tell you where to eat n where not to eat (ok actually the only food in school which is safe is macs, yeahh i know wth), n where are the LTs and blocks, n wheres the official smoking point, n how u can smoke anywhere in school yay! hur.
and i digress, im quitting smoking. yuppers.
i said try la okay, u kukujiaos.
damn durian craving wont stop, gona have another box, with some chilled milk. mmmm. just hope they wont get stuck. ughh grosss, having goosepimples thinking of having to pull durian out. bleck!
anywayy.
i cant wait for school to start, i have so many interesting classes this sem!!
theres like sci-fi, which includes aliens n alterity n evolution n stuff, then there;s modernism, which is like well, modern contemporary stuff, then gender n sexuality studies, about lesbian books n lesbian sex n gay sex n whatever things queer. my other 2 modules are crap.
YAY!!
set up a full day week timetable for myself, so if i actually skip one day, it wont be so bad. last sem was crap cuz i set up a nice short 3day week and ended up skipping every single thing n not going to school at all. so this year is going to be so great!
ahh optimism.
i like.
anywayy.
i cant wait for school to start, i have so many interesting classes this sem!!
theres like sci-fi, which includes aliens n alterity n evolution n stuff, then there;s modernism, which is like well, modern contemporary stuff, then gender n sexuality studies, about lesbian books n lesbian sex n gay sex n whatever things queer. my other 2 modules are crap.
YAY!!
set up a full day week timetable for myself, so if i actually skip one day, it wont be so bad. last sem was crap cuz i set up a nice short 3day week and ended up skipping every single thing n not going to school at all. so this year is going to be so great!
ahh optimism.
i like.
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Drive back baby do me, fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard
Driving fast in your car
I've got you tracked on my radar, oh
It's just such a trip, how you're still my speed racer
You got me so addicted, just like a free-baser
I want you all over me like L.A.M.B.
So get here A.S.A.P., it's gonna be a party
ahahahahah
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guess what we did today?!
we went to sit the baby viking ship outside cine!!
Fucking Fun!
although we were screaming uh, slightly, hehehehe kinda embarrassing. but it was damn fun la. havent sat on viking ship since sentosa days when i was younger, sat the huge one which freaked the hell out of me. hoho.
and it was only like 1buck per ride, hahaha.
so funny. got video!
mervyn n weinan said it wasnt scary, doh theyre guys, must act macho hahaha.
kidding.
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sugar pie, get me highhh........ says:
YEAH
sugar pie, get me highhh........ says:
FUCKED UP
sugar pie, get me highhh........ says:
no point watching anymore
sugar pie, get me highhh........ says:
germany will jus win it hiphip hooray so exciting
GO BET ARRR WIN MONEY CHIA ME LIM KOPI.
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hi people.
new skin.
anyone doesnt like it?
i like.
cmon ann, blog.
seeya people.
im supporting BRAZIL BABY.
ENGLAND DIEEEEE.
